Something I'm Thinking

It's been a while and time has gone by very fast. Please bear with the randomness that is this post.

I feel like a dog by the window of a car, feeling the rush of wind in my face. Just like a dog, I seem to be enjoying life's wind. It carries with it bits of small stones that hit me in the face but that's okay. The pain dies down fast. The wind carries with it a heavy rain that could drown me, but that's okay. I can grow some gills. The wind carries with it a foul smell, but that's okay. My nose grows a filter and the air is fresh again.

The wind also carries with it sunshine. It gives me energy to go on. It gives me good health. The wind carries with it a cool breeze. I am at peace with who I am. I love life and she loves me back. The wind sends me messages of encouragement. She says, "It's okay. It's okay."And I close my eyes and take in the positive vibes.

I really love dogs

I want to cry but I don't know why. Tears of happiness with a tint of sadness.

💔

I realised, quite painfully, that some people will never fully appreciate who you are and what you stand for. Some people will always take it the wrong way when you speak your mind, when you express your truth and feelings. What about the people you look up to when you want their defense against this cruel world? My dear, they can turn their backs on you. They can say they don't believe in you when just a short while ago they were cheering you on.

But you are strong now. You're stronger than you were in the past. You're getting stronger each day. You're getting there. Keep pushing, believe in yourself and keep learning

💖♐