Just life and stuff

There is censored foul language, just in case you may be offended. Okay now read. It just is the way things are. It doesn't matter how hard I try. I cannot pretend to like someone and sometimes my dislike shows openly even if I don't want it to. This is both good and bad, but at least some people know not to cross my path. You know what? You can't always like certain people. In every area of life, there are just those people that will always make you feel like reaching up into your skull from your mouth and pulling your hair out (if that was possible) or they'll make you feel like obliterating their very existence. I would not attempt the second one though *laughs nervously* That first instinct you have when you meet someone for the first time, is always true. So many times I've ignored my instincts and I always ended up regretting why I even thought these people were worth my time. So just remember that there will be those people that make you wonder how th...

I hope this makes sense. Anxiety. Before you know what it is you're going through, before you know that it's normal, it's a living nightmare. Most children love birthdays. Birthdays were and still are among the best events to happen. Cake, sweets, soda and all the good stuff parents will not buy. Birthday parties and a fun get-together are a good way for kids to socialize and they get to know each other and learn new things in the process. Whenever there's a child's birthday where I live, my small brother gets super excited and will not go back on his word about attending the party. He knows the exact time it starts and sometimes he asks us to remind him so he doesn't miss out. I see his excitement and I feel happy that he is happy. Later he comes back home with a piece of cake and various snacks that he was given. The magical goodie bag (I have to admit that I miss these, especially the ones that came with toys). My brother is not the only one. So man...